The Dark Light – Paradise Lost; Valentines Day Special 2018

A dark podcast featuring the music that inspires the life of Mikhail Büer, including gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Bye Bye Bye” cover by Aesthetic Perfection [Ebb and Flow]
  2. “Fool” by Endanger [Revolt]
  3. “Waste of Love” by Ashbury Heights [Three Cheers for the Newlydeads]
  4. “Love Will Tear Us Apart” by Culture Kultür [Spirit]
  5. “Liquid Love” by Colony5 [Lifeline]
  6. “Liberty Rose” by Seabound [Speak in Storms – Deluxe]
  7. “Dream I Had of You”by Wolfsheim [Weltreise]
  8. “Get On” by Covenant [Modern Ruin]
  9. “Le Perv” by Carpenter Brut [EP I]
  10. “The Struggle (vs Sleetgrout)” by Blakopz [As Nations Decay]
  11. “Alien Love” by THYX [Below the City]

 

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The Dark Light – Halloween Special 2017

A dark podcast featuring the music that inspires the life of Mikhail Büer, including gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Last Halloween” by Jyrki 79 [Helsinki Vampire]
  2. “Halloween” by Torul [Dark Matters]
  3. “Tanz mit dem Teufel (Kirrfaktor Mix)” by Melotron [Fortschritt]
  4. “The Witch” by The Cult [Cool World]
  5. “Spilling Blood” by Aesthetic Perfection [Blood Spills Not Far From The Wound]
  6. “Mörder” by Nachtmahr [Alle Lust Will Ewigkeit]
  7. “Cursed” by GoST [Skull]
  8. “Diabolic” by Dance with the Dead [The Shape]
  9. “Follow the Screams” by Die Sektor [To Be Fed Upon]
  10. “The Devil (Funker Vogt mix)” by X-in June [Nachtaktiv Magazin CD 1]
  11. “The Calling” by Gary Numan [Splinter – Songs from a Broken Mind]

 

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The Dark Light – Mix Tape: Valerius Vol 1

 

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Mercy” by Gary Numan [Savage (Songs from a Broken World)]
  2. Stalker (All Shapes Remix)” by Covenant [Sequencer]
  3. “Obsession” by Chrom [Peak & Decay]
  4. “Forgot to Be Human” by Tactical Sekt [Burn Process]
  5. “Breathe (Acretongue)” by Seabound [When Black Beats Blue]
  6. “Egomaniac” by Noisuf-X [Invasion]
  7. “Hate” by THYX [Below the City]
  8. “Your Hell” by Endanger [Larger Than Life]
  9. “I Belong To You” by Aesthetic Perfection [Close to Human]
  10. “Hate” by Colony5 [Colonisation]
  11. “The Monster” by William Control [The Pale]

 

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The Dark Light – Musical Interlude 12 “Immortal Repose”

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Transmissions” by Xenturion Prime
  2. “Obituary” by Carpenter Brut
  3. “Bittersweet Love” by Endanger
  4. “Goodbye (Aesthetic Perfection Mix)” by Brudershaft
  5. “Someone Else’s Dream” by Faderhead
  6. “Hard Time for Dreamers” by Ghostfeeder
  7. “More Than This” by Solar Fake
  8. “Call of the Night” by Jyrki 69
  9. “Farewell Letter” by Chrom

 

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The Dark Light – Musical Interlude 11 “Worlds End”

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Dead Tomorrow (V1rtual D3scent Remix)” by Bruderschaft feat. Daniel Graves [Return – Deluxe Edition]
  2. “My Blasphemy” by Suicide Commando [Machineries of Joy Vol. 5]
  3. “Dead Enough for Life” by Icon of Coil [Machines Are Us]
  4. “Passing By” by Camouflage [Relocated]
  5. “Black Again” by Neuroticfish [No Instruments]
  6. “Purgatory” by Assemblage 23 [Contempt]
  7. “Elite” by Xenturion Prime [Mecha Rising]
  8. “Be Like Us” by Biomekanik [State of Perfection]
  9. “Book of Anger Vol. 1.0” by E-Craft [Re-Arrested]
  10. “Winter Torture” by God Module [Viscera]
  11. “Thoughtcrime” by Surveillance [Oceania]
  12. “Ignorance & Bliss” by Covenant [Leaving Babylon]

 

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The Dark Light – Musical Interlude 10 “Soulful Return”

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Faith” by Neurotic Fish [A Sign of Life]
  2. “Temple” by B!Machine [Infinity plus]
  3. “She Cried” by Beborn Beton [A Worthy Compensation]
  4. “Escape Gravity (October Reanimation)” by Faderhead [Anima in Machina]
  5. “Lady Darkness” by The 69 Eyes [Universal Monsters]
  6. “The Girls” by Dommin [Rise]
  7. “Dyin’ On The Radio” by Dommin [Mend Your Misery]
  8. “Go To Hell” by Blutengel [Demon Kiss]
  9. “Nocturnal” by Colony 5 [Colonisation]
  10. “So Strong” by Spektralized [Capture the Moment]
  11. “X” by Endanger [Larger than Life]
  12. “Blood Stained (Give Me Your Body)” by Project Pitchfork [Blood]
  13. “I Want It (featuring Daniel Graves) – Rotersand Rework” by XP8 [Drop the Mask]

 

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Biding my time…

 

Walking into the familiar study, the words drip effortlessly as my head dipped down in the darkness.

“Your wishes are my law,” a few steps, never looking up. “and yet, I fain would prove to you how near unto my heart…” I look up, catching his eye beneath my ebony hair. “the honour of our house must ever be.”

I stop before his desk.  He never looks up and the candle flickers from the new intrusion.

“I knew you were here.” He dipped the nib of his pen in the ink to emphasize his words. “I could smell you.” That pretentious hatred was always present in his tone.

“Lies,” I countered sternly. I splayed my fingers across the front of his desk. “You heard my car, my music.” I stood straight then, looking down at him as he worked. “The music you disdain, but not so much as my vehicle.  And perhaps neither of which as much as I.”

He stood in the blink of an eye and slammed his hand down hard upon the desk, trapping the pen. I held my pain as he nearly broke it, smearing black ink across the page, his palm.

I never flinched, I never backed down as he finally righted his gaze.  His eyes were an echo to my own blue monstrosity.  I knew that look.  I was born to into those eyes.  And I wore them well.

“Well,” he said politely, swerving around the desk elegantly. “Aren’t we being dramatic tonight.” He snarled and in a flash, was upon me.  With unholy force his strong hand held fast, wrapping his lily white digits around my neck, smearing my equally white skin with ink.

claws-in-darkness

I huffed at the force of the grip and held his wrist and he pulled me just high enough to make my escape difficult.  My eyes never left his.  I was determined.

“What makes you think you can come crawling back to me whenever it pleases you?” His voice snaked around my jawline as his head dipped down toward my neck.  My emboldened retort was never voiced.  His bite found its purchase, hard and deep within my collarbone.  It was a cruel place to feast.  One that would leave me sore for days, perhaps weeks from such an ancient hunger.

Is this what you want? His voice screamed within my skull.  Frantically I gripped his wrist tighter, pushing at his shoulder with the other as he dug his fangs into my flesh.

I cried aloud, although not from pain.  Sheer frustration gripped me and I growled, kicked and roared my displeasure.  My desperation.

Valerius pulled away, the lower half of his face marred with my blood.  I was panting, eager.  Angry.

“So full of life,” he reared his head back and sighed before lulling it back to match my wide eyes.  “yet so foul, so …” it was odd to have him be at such a loss for words.  The hunger was getting the best of us both.

“You know what I want.” I snarled.

“Oh?” he chortled.  “Do I now?” He barred his fangs in a demonic smile.

“You desire it as well.” My demeanor softened then.  I could not help it. “It disgusts me.”

Valerius pulled my arm aside, outward.  His other hand wrapped around my neck, tightening.  Strangling.  My breath became soft and shallow.

“You and I, we do not abide by the frail and meaningless moral codes of pathetic mortals.” He brought my arm toward his face, closer. Closer.  “You know this.”

I wanted to contest his logic, burn down his self-righteousness.  Yet again, before I could file my retort, pain slid into my core, blinding me to any reason.  His fangs found hard purchase in the crook of my arm, in the most tender and vulnerable of places.  He struck the vein true and the world quickly began to vanish.

Visions swirled around me as I came to, slumped against the wall and on the floor.  How I had moved so far, I held no recollection.  Stirring, my body broken and my soul crying for salvation (who was I kidding, whispering for damnation).  The plea was quite at first, then quickly rolled into a deep a desperate roar.

Valerius stood before me, looking down in confusion.  It was a mask, as always.  A ploy.  A game.  My mind whirled to a visage, almost forgotten within my memory but for only a split second before Valerius’ boot brought back the pain.

“Your little toy is not here,” he began.

“I know,” I answered with an unexpected resurgence of strength.

“He cannot save you,” Val said and I met his eyes and I stood slowly. His grin faltered slightly and it was my turn to smirk.

“I do not seek to be saved.” My eyes felt heavy, looking up through the mess of my midnight hair. “I seek corruption.” The words hung there in within the darkness and I tilted my head, my eyes lost in the darkness, waiting for him.  Biding my time.

In the distant corner, hidden within the darkness I saw a fleeting image. A solitary figure spying on us from afar.

The Dark Light – Musical Interlude 9 “Resurrecting Demons”

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Last Chance” by Colony 5 [Colonisation]
  2. “Autonomous (Constant Surveillance of Re:Vision) by Informatik [Re:Vision]
  3. “Promised Land” by Angels & Agony [eternity]
  4. “Lost” by Rotersand [10 23]
  5. “Under My Spell” by Lights of Euphoria [Traumatized]
  6. “The Game” by New Order [Music Complete]
  7. “Day Tripper” by Areu Areu [Areu Areu]
  8. “Never Enough (Solar Fake remix)” by Aesthetic Perfection [Never Enough single]
  9. “Grind” by Assemblage 23 [Compass]
  10. “Pushed Aside” by Panic Lift [Is This Goodbye?]
  11. “Piratentanz” by Desastroes [Metamorphose LP]
  12. “International Killer” by Funker Vogt [Execution Tracks]
  13. “I Cast A Lonesome Shadow” by Martin Gore [Counterfeit²]

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The Dark Light – Musical Interlude 8 “Ode to The Black Lotus”

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Industrial, EBM and Synth-pop, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Beyond Infinity” by Xenturion Prime [Mecha Rising]
  2. “I Want To Dance (Club Mix)” by Desastroes [Dein Gift]
  3. “Freefall” by Voicecoil [Awakened]
  4. “Heaven is the Place to Be” by In Strict Confidence [Love Kills!]
  5. “Only in My Mind” by Imperative Reaction [As We Fall]
  6. “The Creep” by Neuroticfish [A Sign of Life]
  7. “Never Enough” by Aesthetic Perfection/Necessary Response [Blood Spills Not Far From The Wound]
  8. “Generation Black” by Faderhead [Fh-X]
  9. “Coffin with Two Suicides” by Sleetgrout [Try to Die]
  10. “Dead Technology” by Advance [Deus Ex Machina]
  11. “This Corrosion” by Maryslim Feat. Jryki69 [This Corrosion EP]
  12. “I Hate You More Than My Life” by Solar Fake [Reasons to Kill]
  13. “The Typical Fuck You Song” by Noisuf-X [Invasion]
  14. “Lorelei” by Namnambulu [Sorry EP]
  15. “Body Flow (Aesthetic Perfection remix)” by Interface [Body Flow EP]
  16. “24-7 Mystery” by Beborn Beton [A Worthy Compensation]
  17. “You’re here to Stay” by CLICKS [Glitch Machine]
  18. “Off Screen” VNV Nation [Transnational]
  19. “Chamber Six” by Edge of Dawn [Enjoy the Fall]
  20. “Futuresound” by Thomas Azier [Hylas]

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The Dark Light – Musical Interlude 7 “V is for Vampire”

A dark podcast in which Mikhail Büer recounts his life story; a supernatural tale of blood, lust and love lost accompanied by a variety of gothic Synth-Pop, EBM, Industrial, etc. mikhailbuer.com

Playlist

  1. “Let’s Get Started” by Noisuf-X [Invasion]
  2. “Flesh Menagerie (Funker Vogt Mix)” by Informatik [Re_Vision]
  3. “Augen Auf” by Oomph! [Wahrheit oder Pflicht]
  4. “Dead Girls Are Easy” by The 69 Eyes [Back in Blood]
  5. “Fear” by Mind in a Box [Crossroads]|
  6. “Poisonous Friend” by Seabound [Beyond Flatline]
  7. “What’s Love All About (Unpleasantsurprise Mix)” by De/Vision [Popgefahr]
  8. “Body to Body” by Cryo [Mixed Emotions]
  9. “She’s Like Rain and Hate” by Faderhead [FH4]
  10. “Dead Inside (Aesthetic Perfection Remix)” by Ludovico Technique [We Came To Wreck Everything]
  11. “Surviving (Synth Amok Remix)” by Namnambulu [Namnambulu Expansion EP]
  12. “In the Night (Midnight Remix)” by Essence of Mind [In The Night EP]
  13. “I Don’t Care Anymore” cover by Tweaker [Call the Time Eternity]
  14. “Waste of Love” by Ashbury Heights [Three Cheers for the Newlydeads]
  15. “Surrender” by CHROM [Synthetic Movement]
  16. “I’ll Drink Your Blood Tonight” by Totten Mechanismus [Ab Initio]
  17. “Pain Goes By” by Solar Fake [Frontiers]
  18. “Don’t Be Afraid (Alone In The Dark Mix)” by Informatik [Come Together]

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